My Kitty and old dog

这个画家把每个宠物主人的心声都画出来了！

第26集，正如当初Faith在我身边时。
每次睡醒看不到它动就会吓一跳。
这就是养老狗的‘乐趣’。
是的，我觉得是个乐趣！


http://www.webtoons.com/en/heartwarming/my-kitty-and-old-dog/ep-26/viewer?title_no=184&episode_no=29

不是准备了吗?

当收养它的第一天都已经告诉自己要做准备它的陪伴是短暂而已。
如今那个日子要到来了。
所谓的准备都是废话而已。
没有所谓的心理准备。
还是会不舍。
还是会疼。💔
希望它不会那么痛苦。😢

小小心愿

希望它能够在梦中离开。
没有痛苦和争执。
希望能够完成这小心远。

宠物美容师

一份不能穿的漂漂亮亮的工作。👗
一份不能画上美妆的工作。💄
一份要收大便和擦尿的工作。🚾
这些我都不介意。
因为换来的是绝对真心的爱和欢乐。
对。。。。毛孩给的真心。
它们是最真诚的啦。🐕🐶🐩🐈🐱

最佳生日礼物

今年最佳生日礼物就是你了!
谢谢朋友让我领养她母狗生下的小狗。
从小狗养起好让我再次回忆起和Kimi 还是小狗时的回忆。
希望小宝贝能够快高长大。
听教听话。
紧张的是它是我第一次养的公狗。

Dream job

If you asked me now what is my dream job?
My answer without hesitation, I would like to be animal behaviorist.
I would like to help the animal by rehabilitating them especially those animal need to be rehome in the shelter.
I always believe that we are the voice to the animal.
And we should do our best to protect and help them.
I wish my dream job could be realised soon.

The strays' feast

I wish I could do this more frequently.
Feeding the strays is something I wanted to do.
I can't provide them home but at least I can provide them food.
The feeling was great!

The dark side

Everyone got their own dark side.
And that's Cookie dark side: obsession aggression.
It's getting serious now.
Her obsession is not fix on anything.
It is vary from anything at anytime.
and this round....The handkerchief that used to wipe her face.
Out of sudden she snapped on it and of course my pity finger. T.T
Should I consider professional help to solve this issue?

我家有KFC

我家有KFC 。
何为是KFC?
Kimi 是我的一只自己附上所有责任的宠物。
从医药到美容都自己掏腰包付钱。
虽然它不是我养的第一只狗但它是我第一只完全属于自己的毛孩。
后来加了Faith, 虽然它年纪大过 Kimi, 可是它是我第二只属于我的毛孩。
最近加了个Cookie。
领养它是都是为了Faith 和帮自己疗失去Kimi 的伤。
如果Kimi 还在,我一定用KFC 来叫它们的。
想想看:我家那三只KFC。
嘻嘻,听起来还不错。

我拥有KFC。

Cookie

Faith

Kimi

Am I ready?

Am I ready for another dog?
She supposed to join us to add on the family to four member.
She was never suppose to be a replacement as Kimi is irreplaceable.
I dunno if I'm ready.
But faith need companion during my work hour.
I'm not sure if I can handle this well.
I'm doubtful.
But I hope it will went well.

December will never be same

I used to love December.
I used to play Christmas song during this time.
December never be the same miracle month for me.
It'll be a month I missed her and painful for me.
It's been a week of having sleeping disorder since she admitted to vet.
Having difficulty to sleep at night and waking up daily with heartache.
Accepting the fact slowly but missing her a lot.
There's still a lot I have yet do for her...........

期待你的回来

信不信就由你。
妈咪选择了相信投七你会回来看妈咪。
妈咪准备了你的最爱:鸡肉马铃薯萝卜。
也是你进院前吃的最后一餐。
也让妈咪以为会不会是这餐让你进院了。
希望你能够回来看下妈咪。
看妈咪好好的过了。
想念着你的一切。

Another day of out off focus

Faith 的故事

不知不觉Faith已经跟我一起快要两年了。
看到现在的它都觉得好庆幸。
我给它都承诺也办到一半了。
答应它会给它我的爱，陪伴在它身边，在我能力范围给它最好的和陪伴它走到最后。
从它刚来到时到现在都看到它的改变。
孤僻的它也慢慢的开朗起来。
也慢慢的会要求受宠。
现在在店里还会迎接客户。
但是还是有个怪癖，不喜欢活泼的孩子和毛孩。

回想回来，一个原本要放在店里的一条狗变了我的宝贝。
当初是看它像Dolly才接它回来。
当时去接它时，还拿了Kimi小时的笼子。
哪知道一见到它时都呆了。
没有想过它会比Dolly大一倍。
也担心自己能应付得来吗？
毕竟自己都不喜欢中大的狗。
但是说真的，没有一条狗会惹人讨厌。
就这样就深深的爱上它了。
承认自己会偏心。
因为跟Faith的日子也不多。
它已经9或10岁了。
也不懂它能留在我身边多久。
只希望它能够不受苦的离开这世界。

Out of focus during work

自我挑战

自我挑战的日子又到回来了。
三年前每一关都过得很煎熬。
这次也不见得容易。
首先挑战留在家。
这关看来是最难一关。
家的每个角落都有和她一起的回忆。
把所有家务都做都会有她的回忆。
怀念着她默默的坐一旁看我做家务。
怀念着傻呼呼的她追vacuum。
怀念着她躺在我脚边。
感觉好折磨。
看着Faith 也低落让我跟难受。
每次流她时,她都到处找东西。
好像在找kimi 将。
Faith 连饭都吃少了。
让我很伤心也很担心。
心好疼。呼吸时都好像有针在刺我的心。
明天的挑战是回宠物店。
也有很多和Kimi 的回忆。
担心的是看到人家的小雪时,我会无法控制情绪。
会让我想起她。
佛祖啊!我才康复,您又让我再次跌下来。
我真的不知道我能否过得了您给我的这次考验吗。

我真的很想好好过

这几天过的日子实在太难。
心情沉重。
脑袋空白。
天天提心吊胆。
不想接到电话。
不原听到坏消息。
十二月三日,突然吓醒。
正身冒汗和发抖。
这个不详的感觉很强烈。
打电话给兽医又没有接。
我崩溃了。
直到连上了,得知她还好心都定了下来。
每当电话响起,正个心都停了。呼吸不到。
佛祖还是带她走了。
送她最后一路时,答应她我会好好过的。
我不知道我能否做到。
今天很想照常上班的。
还好了衣服却正身无力。
无法面对日子。
感觉像过着三年前的低潮日。
我好害怕度不过因为三年前有她的陪伴而度过。
现在没了她给我的爱和支住,我没有把握跨过这关。
我没有把握做到我答应她的,我会好好过。
好想她。

女婿日记

在休息的那段时间,刚好Kimi 来月。

期待已久的时间已到了。

在学宠物美容时,盯上了同学的小雪, JJ。

也说好当有自己的房子后要让Kimi 生孩子。

让她有个小Kimi 和小JJ。

对的,JJ就是我的女婿。

喜欢这只小雪的原因就是因为他好帅气。

但是这个女婿只喜欢白色的狗狗。

他喜欢另一个同学的白色小雪。

虽然没有成功的有小Kimi 和小JJ, 短短的两三天的相处也让我和JJ有个美好的回忆。

回家的路上,他一直低头。可能在想为什么妈咪留下他给我吧?

和Kimi一起粘身躺在我的单人床。

累了的JJ 帅睡在他的臭枕头上

难得的三只狗的和照

看他想妈咪的模样有点可怜

两个终于对望

那一天煮了马铃薯鸡肉给他们三个。

送JJ 帅回给他的妈咪。好听话的孩子。

我的最佳女婿还是没有成功的让Kimi 怀孕。

但是还是愉快的心情和他创造了美好回忆。

好想你哦!

一张单人床

十九号凌晨四时,睡得很沉时突然发现正张床在震。后来有点清醒头脑了才发现是kimi在脚旁里发抖。不知何时她会在雨天里和响雷时发抖。
后来,雨越下越大雷也越来越响。一直以来都怕雨天的faith也忍不住了。她也跳到我身边来。
只好把自己的床让一半给他们。这时刻,在暴风雨中,还是觉得幸福的。小小的单人床挤满了两条狗和一个人。在冷冷的凌晨突然都变的很暖。
感恩两个宝贝的陪伴。虽然你们是为了要安全感而挤进了这个单人床,但是你们让我在这暴风雨的凌晨里给了我温暖和不孤单。
谢谢你们咯!

Cherish Life Home

So there, I had been jobless since 11 July 2014.
Leaving a company which I had been part of it since the day it started had left me so empty.
The place had been a place for me to cure myself during my divorce hence, it can be said I was healed emotionally by being workaholic in the company.
Thus, after back from Medan holiday, I had never felt so empty.
Still digging up the old emails and documents to fill the emptiness.
Then I plan, I plan to fill up my short holiday before new job started.
But how to make it more meaningful and not to spend money for fill up the free time?
Thus I had put Cherish Life Home in my list.
As setting up a shelter had been part of my dream when I'm a millionaire (day dreaming) one day, I guess is good for me to go to have a look at the shelter.
So once I'm back from Indonesia, I take my initiative to message them through FB as they are quite active in FB I bet they would read it.
Instead to be an ordinary volunteer, I will use my grooming skill to help groom the furkids in the shelter.
And my message is answered on 20 July. Thank god!
Heehee...after got Aunty Winnie a.k.a A Winnie's number, I called up her on Monday for direction to the shelter. At the end we met up at Dr. Goh's clinic at Taman Damai Utama, near to Puncak Jalil though it is still under Kinrara.
So this Dr.'s name had been hear many time but never met him. So I got the chance to meet him today.
I had a quick lunch with A Winnie and had a little bit char on my grooming back ground and also a pet owner.
Shared to her as well my rescue experience with MIAR too. So she also shared her bad experience with MIAR too. Sigh....some people just want fame only but not the responsibility. After chit chat for about an hour, we went to clinic to pick up Boney which can be discharge today.
When we went into clinic, saw Dr. Goh finally, wahaha...as A Winnie said, he is handsome Vet. Hhhmmm...let me think out of vets I met, he is the no.2 handsome vet. As I did dreamed to become vet before, I did show interest on the vet I met. Whahaha (*=*) blushed.....unfortunately he is married.
Hehehe....then we start our long journey from Puchong to Hulu Langat, where the shelter located.
Ok, the journey into the shelter was horror. The road is unpaved road. Wah....during that time, I really wish that I had drive a 4WD as like A Winnie Nissan Navara.
Phew....finally I make it there safely with minimal damage to my Nissan Almera. =.="
The shelter is totally different from the one I imagined it could be.
As I had a minor OCD, I always asking myself whether I can be a volunteer in the shelter as the shelter could be dirty, filthy, smelly and the dog also smell bad. Can I do that.
But to my surprise, A Winnie shelter is so difference. The big difference can be compare as there is another shelter just next door.
The first difference is the dog here is calmer. Even they bark, is bark of happiness when their mama arrived even still in car. All the dog rush out greet her.
The shelter was built very naturally not a concrete type. Though the concrete shelter look neater but it can smell bad if there is no proper cleaning.
Though there is 200 over dogs, the dogs were never too packed in an area and they roam freely in the shelter.
It is truly an experience to me. And it enlightened me that this is never an easy job.
It is a whole life responsibility. A very dignify job.
Also A Winnie had again emphasized to me RESCUE IS NOT ABOUT GLORY BUT IT IS ABOUT THE RESPONSIBILITY.
These words will be imprint in my heart. So am I ready for a shelter of my own?
Gosh...to be frank I'm not ready for it. But for the moment, I will help whenever I can either help groom the dog or in monetary.

The incredible woman: A Winnie

The doggies running out to greet A winnie

Well take care doggies

Monitoring mama whereabout

The playground

And the recovery pen with special care kids

May Lord Buddha bless A Winnie with health and also help from all over place so that she can keep on helping the furkids.
Definitely, this is never an easy job.
It is an eye opener for me and maybe an experience to learn.