小金要跟我说 bye bye?

虽然有打算换新车但是重来都没有打算过要跟小金说再见。换了它都把它留在身边。让妹妹架。重来都不打算卖给别人。
但是这次老爸帮我拿去给他朋友换黑油，尽然发现小金漏油了。。哇！听了都吓一跳。。要修的话又要几百块钱T_T听了心都痛。钱包又要大出血了！然后老爸再加一句，他朋友说，最好趁现在卖出去！我的心都碎了。
嗨。。。这笔钱跟大笔。还要跟小金说 bye bye。哇！真的不舍得咯！这九年都是有小金陪伴。我都靠它来赚钱的咯。虽然都很清楚小金是时候休息。但绝对不是放弃它咯！
很可怜啊！可怜我的钱包和小金。当然还有自己。
T_T

Tough

When I left previous company to join current company, many people thought I got a better offer. In fact I didn't. Is not a better offer, is just a better future..I hope so. Yup...I got doubt on it, Cause this road is so so so difficult. Unexpected difficult...so hoping it will be better soon. 

Sometime I do doubt whether I make the move too fast...new house, new career and new burden on shoulder..

The most difficult part at the moment is my financial $$$...monthly expenses count carefully, no more shopping, no more spending money on fine dining and total go to poor life like what I had experienced before...so suffer...praying hard everyday to make sure these days past faster..where I can enjoy back my days when I can use money without thinking too much..sigh...PRAY.