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Thursday, August 10, 2017

快要崩溃了!

已经是第六天失去Kit了。
到今天都没有任何人再看到她。

原本充满希望她会自己回家的,到现在已经开始慢慢的变绝望。
心情也开始复杂了。
要崩溃了。
昨晚又哭了。
这一个等待和寻找开始难熬了。

原本很感恩的觉得菩萨和佛祖赐给我一直都很想拥有的猫咪。
但是现在埋冤者为什么这个幸福那么的短站。
我心很痛。
感觉像被菩萨和佛祖背叛了。

这让我很绝望。
已经受够被人背叛了。
原本一直受到菩萨和佛祖的疼爱还觉得比较安慰。
这让我投进了对神的绝望。
觉得自己太孤独了。

为什要这样给我开心然后又脱去太呢?
我还要面对多少的考验呢?
难道连我生日的月份里都要我伤心的过吗?!

难道我不能开开心心的生活吗?
对人生感觉的很累。

Tuesday, August 8, 2017

Broken sad emotion

I guess my sad emotion had broken or missing from the inner me.
Day 5 after losing Kit, my newly rescued cat and new love in my live I only shed tear one time and only less than 5 minutes.

It is so weird to have such a peace in me when I lost my cat.
I think this is not the usual me....
Anything related to my furkids, it impact me deeply emotionally.
But not this time.

Could it be a sign that she will return?
Yeah...I hope so....
But this unusual peace of mind do caused me concern if my emotion had broken.
My pretty Kit missing since 4 Aug 2017, 6:30 am. Hope she will be blessed and reach home safely.

Sunday, December 25, 2016

休息日

今天决定在圣诞节休息。
约了好姐妹聚一聚。
坐在咖啡厅三四个小时闲聊着,我有着很无聊的感觉。
觉得太无意义了。
将空闲的聊天太 不productive 了。
坐完一家咖啡厅再搬去另一家。
就这样坐了整天。
我还是觉得留在家能够更productive.
我是不是有点宅了?

Wednesday, September 14, 2016

My Bucket List

Accomplished some of the list in my bucket list:
1. Managed to keep my hair long after 7 years. 💇
    - it's been hard for me to keep my hair long because once before he said one of the reason of our failed marriage was he like long hair woman.
    - now I realised when there is no more love, any reason can be used.
2. Donated blood after maybe 10 years I had done so. 💉
3. Donated my hair after keeping my long hair for near to 2 years.
4. Got a shade for myself after my old one eaten by Kenji. 🕶
5. Exercise daily....almost daily. If not running, then yoga and plank.🏃
6. And coming soon......a desperately needed vacation!🛫
It's the final quarter and I hope I can achieved more my list before the year end. 
Not so easy to keep

After so many years, blood donation done

Long waited holiday
The long waited hair donation

Monday, August 22, 2016

My Kitty and old dog

这个画家把每个宠物主人的心声都画出来了!

第26集,正如当初Faith在我身边时。
每次睡醒看不到它动就会吓一跳。
这就是养老狗的‘乐趣’。
是的,我觉得是个乐趣!


http://www.webtoons.com/en/heartwarming/my-kitty-and-old-dog/ep-26/viewer?title_no=184&episode_no=29

35岁生日🎂

今年的生日🎂真的要感谢🙏李宗伟。
谢谢他打了一场那么好的球赛。🏸
好让我今年的生日过得充满希望,期待和刺激。

虽然没用赢得金牌🏅️,他还是我国的英雄。
我们绝对没有感觉失望。
谢谢他努力的带给了我们赢金牌🏅️的希望。
让我又有了个难忘的生日。

还要谢谢弟弟们买pizza🍕来庆祝。
今年生日还不错吗!

继续加油吧!

Saturday, April 16, 2016

短暂的幸福

虽然发生的很快。
短短两个星期内你就离开了。
只能说,你太爱我了。
不让我继续照顾你。
想因该是你不要让我辛苦。
感谢你让我陪你走到最候。
没有在我出国时离开我。
而是让我亲眼送你。
还是在我怀里。
谢谢你留给我的回忆。
谢谢你出现在我的生命里。
我好想你。。。

 
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