女婿日记

在休息的那段时间,刚好Kimi 来月。

期待已久的时间已到了。

在学宠物美容时,盯上了同学的小雪, JJ。

也说好当有自己的房子后要让Kimi 生孩子。

让她有个小Kimi 和小JJ。

对的,JJ就是我的女婿。

喜欢这只小雪的原因就是因为他好帅气。

但是这个女婿只喜欢白色的狗狗。

他喜欢另一个同学的白色小雪。

虽然没有成功的有小Kimi 和小JJ, 短短的两三天的相处也让我和JJ有个美好的回忆。

回家的路上,他一直低头。可能在想为什么妈咪留下他给我吧?

和Kimi一起粘身躺在我的单人床。

累了的JJ 帅睡在他的臭枕头上

难得的三只狗的和照

看他想妈咪的模样有点可怜

两个终于对望

那一天煮了马铃薯鸡肉给他们三个。

送JJ 帅回给他的妈咪。好听话的孩子。

我的最佳女婿还是没有成功的让Kimi 怀孕。

但是还是愉快的心情和他创造了美好回忆。

好想你哦!

一张单人床

十九号凌晨四时,睡得很沉时突然发现正张床在震。后来有点清醒头脑了才发现是kimi在脚旁里发抖。不知何时她会在雨天里和响雷时发抖。
后来,雨越下越大雷也越来越响。一直以来都怕雨天的faith也忍不住了。她也跳到我身边来。
只好把自己的床让一半给他们。这时刻,在暴风雨中,还是觉得幸福的。小小的单人床挤满了两条狗和一个人。在冷冷的凌晨突然都变的很暖。
感恩两个宝贝的陪伴。虽然你们是为了要安全感而挤进了这个单人床,但是你们让我在这暴风雨的凌晨里给了我温暖和不孤单。
谢谢你们咯!

八月结束了!

今年的八月过得因该可以说是'多姿多彩'的。
八月开始换新工作就是非连片。
该说自己把自己圈如是非话题。
就因为自己的决定就把自己变成是非主角了。 (>_<)
爱低调的我突然变成行家的话题也让自己变得不自在。 「(°ヘ°)
我不爱做红人。 (︶︹︺)
无论是好的或坏的我就是不想被人当成话题。 （＞﹏＜）
也不晓得会被提到何时。。。。
今年也是第二次在自己的生日那天没的请假而要上班。
而是去了旧公司的新加坡和印尼的分行。
而外收获就在check in counter时亚航的工作人员竟然发现了我的生日日期还祝我生日快乐。 (∩_∩)
今年的生日过得好平淡。没有特别的庆祝。只是忙着就过了。答应自己明年的生日要去yoga retreat来宠自己。
蛋糕也切了一个而已。还是切的很不开心。
旧老板早一个星期就约好庆祝生日,答应了他一起吃饭庆祝就好。
想都没想过竟然要求我早点下班回到旧公司和旧同事一起切蛋糕。
我的天呀!为什么他可以那么天真到如此?! ⊙﹏⊙
他的好心又让我圈如是非之地。
我令原他一个一起吃饭好过逼些不是很乐意祝我生日的人一起庆祝生日。 (~_~;)
就这样,唯一切的生日蛋糕成为了我往后给人拿来讲的话题了。
看来我因该还是会有段时间变成人家口中的话题。
无论如何换了工也换了环境。
在旧公司里的身份也不同了。
在新公司里也感到不自在因为已经习惯去照顾同事突然在这被人照顾。感觉很不自在的和好像很无力的。
无论如何都好,请求菩萨祝福我能够越战越勇。无论面对什么挑战,我都能够应付的来。
要好好加油吧! (∩_∩)

开工了！

说长不长，说短不短的假期就此结束了。
要做的也做的七七八八了。
当然还有做不完的事。还是满足的。
在八月一号开工了。
怪怪的就是没有期待的感觉或兴奋的感觉来上班。
是年纪大了吧？
还是换了很多次工所以没有感觉了？
还是都认识新公司里的人？
还是依依不舍久公司呢？
总之就是没有那感觉上新公司啦！
还是告诉自己focus新生活啦！
别再一直回头看过去啦！
尽然都决定了就要往前看了。
好好准备自己面对新挑战。
在自己生日的月份就再次有个全新跟好的自己吧！

好！秀秀自己的新工作岗位！

Cherish Life Home

So there, I had been jobless since 11 July 2014.
Leaving a company which I had been part of it since the day it started had left me so empty.
The place had been a place for me to cure myself during my divorce hence, it can be said I was healed emotionally by being workaholic in the company.
Thus, after back from Medan holiday, I had never felt so empty.
Still digging up the old emails and documents to fill the emptiness.
Then I plan, I plan to fill up my short holiday before new job started.
But how to make it more meaningful and not to spend money for fill up the free time?
Thus I had put Cherish Life Home in my list.
As setting up a shelter had been part of my dream when I'm a millionaire (day dreaming) one day, I guess is good for me to go to have a look at the shelter.
So once I'm back from Indonesia, I take my initiative to message them through FB as they are quite active in FB I bet they would read it.
Instead to be an ordinary volunteer, I will use my grooming skill to help groom the furkids in the shelter.
And my message is answered on 20 July. Thank god!
Heehee...after got Aunty Winnie a.k.a A Winnie's number, I called up her on Monday for direction to the shelter. At the end we met up at Dr. Goh's clinic at Taman Damai Utama, near to Puncak Jalil though it is still under Kinrara.
So this Dr.'s name had been hear many time but never met him. So I got the chance to meet him today.
I had a quick lunch with A Winnie and had a little bit char on my grooming back ground and also a pet owner.
Shared to her as well my rescue experience with MIAR too. So she also shared her bad experience with MIAR too. Sigh....some people just want fame only but not the responsibility. After chit chat for about an hour, we went to clinic to pick up Boney which can be discharge today.
When we went into clinic, saw Dr. Goh finally, wahaha...as A Winnie said, he is handsome Vet. Hhhmmm...let me think out of vets I met, he is the no.2 handsome vet. As I did dreamed to become vet before, I did show interest on the vet I met. Whahaha (*=*) blushed.....unfortunately he is married.
Hehehe....then we start our long journey from Puchong to Hulu Langat, where the shelter located.
Ok, the journey into the shelter was horror. The road is unpaved road. Wah....during that time, I really wish that I had drive a 4WD as like A Winnie Nissan Navara.
Phew....finally I make it there safely with minimal damage to my Nissan Almera. =.="
The shelter is totally different from the one I imagined it could be.
As I had a minor OCD, I always asking myself whether I can be a volunteer in the shelter as the shelter could be dirty, filthy, smelly and the dog also smell bad. Can I do that.
But to my surprise, A Winnie shelter is so difference. The big difference can be compare as there is another shelter just next door.
The first difference is the dog here is calmer. Even they bark, is bark of happiness when their mama arrived even still in car. All the dog rush out greet her.
The shelter was built very naturally not a concrete type. Though the concrete shelter look neater but it can smell bad if there is no proper cleaning.
Though there is 200 over dogs, the dogs were never too packed in an area and they roam freely in the shelter.
It is truly an experience to me. And it enlightened me that this is never an easy job.
It is a whole life responsibility. A very dignify job.
Also A Winnie had again emphasized to me RESCUE IS NOT ABOUT GLORY BUT IT IS ABOUT THE RESPONSIBILITY.
These words will be imprint in my heart. So am I ready for a shelter of my own?
Gosh...to be frank I'm not ready for it. But for the moment, I will help whenever I can either help groom the dog or in monetary.

The incredible woman: A Winnie

The doggies running out to greet A winnie

Well take care doggies

Monitoring mama whereabout

The playground

And the recovery pen with special care kids

May Lord Buddha bless A Winnie with health and also help from all over place so that she can keep on helping the furkids.
Definitely, this is never an easy job.
It is an eye opener for me and maybe an experience to learn.

好贴近

看到这个comic简直是反射着自己的心。
只不过还没找到拿钥匙的人而已。

离开了

已经离开了公司第三天。从星期五晚开始哭了3个晚上。 还是在旅行的过程里都还想念着。 到底是什么原因呢? 原本以为离开了会开心的也会放心。 可是这两个感觉都没有。 心还是依依不舍的挂念在公司里的每一位同事。 尤其是那班小的。 总觉得对不起他们。 很不明白自己的情绪。 也难过老板要自己度过所有的挑战。 丢下他还以为是个报复的。 但还觉得亏欠了大家? 心还是依然留在那而。 Line message响时多希望是Gaia group chat但是已经离队了。 再次提醒自己是我想要的。 心理很希望着一切都是这五年来的习惯。 想好好开始自己的新生活和工作。 但是也没有很盼望新的发展。 还是逗留在Gaia里的生活和工作。 每一天都求佛祖点明弟子是否做对了选择。 问佛祖为何自己会那么心痛和不舍。 为什么问菩萨时,菩萨总是叫我离开。 离开了总不觉得快乐。 太多的为什么。 每次老板求留下,说该公司很需要我时我都是动摇的很想留下。 但是还是拒绝了。 看到最后一天大家都伤心的抱着哭,让我都觉得有罪恶感。我让很多人都伤心了。 佛祖,请问您能够尽快的点明弟子吗? 如果弟子我还没有准备好的话,就让弟子尽快准备好来面对该面对的吧。 希望弟子我不是为了权利而依依不舍那件公司吧。 希望佛祖您能够让弟子跟加勇敢的面对自己要走的路。 让弟子能够比现在的我跟好跟勇敢。 虽然弟子真的很想知道为何会发生此事,希望佛祖您能够指引弟子。