STRESSED.........DESSERTS

Another dear friend leaving

Will this be our last photo together?

Going to miss her very much

I would said I'm grateful to my previous company. Because at there, I met a lot good and nice people who end up to be good friends together.

Wan Puteri Hidayah, our precious Puteri (princess in English) and she is one of it. She really a super fighter. She is a cancer survival and also she overcome lost of child twice. Please read her blog on how she live with cancer. She is sharing her life experience and also sharing her diet for cancer patient. Please support her blog.

After went through so much, today she look healthy. She decide to left us to have a different life. We don't feel want to let her go. But we still respect her decision. Not everyone get second chance for living. The mighty god had grant her the chance, so she want to live differently. But do wish her the best in her future undertaking. Glad she had make it today and proud that she had fight strongly for it. 

We do hope we can keep in touch forever even though she is leaving us. 

I will always miss you as a best travel partner and room mate too!

First time go to Pets World though been Pets Lover for so long. If not grooming school go for charity, I don't think I will ever go. As usual, I hate crowd. But this experience, really an eye opening for me. Have a good time with my class mate too... Thank God that give me this new life.

I'm Grateful for Who I am today!

Why I said so? I saw him in bank yesterday 6 June 2012 while I'm doing some banking issue for company.  I saw him at the ATM machine. Not sure he see me or not. 

Seeing how he wore, I just can find one word to describe: PATHETIC. Not that he wore in worst but is just he still live in his own illusion world. He still wearing company T-shirt and like he is still working in the company. I bet his family and new gf still not aware he is no longer working. Why I choose PATHETIC? Because he told one of the colleague that he is working in a property company as a freelancer and he told one of my friend that he is working freelance in IT. His attire had again proven he still enjoying telling lies and boast how good his life is.

I would not say I'm living in good live now. But I’m definitely better than him. I live my life fully. I fully utilised my time in work and my class. My time is fully fulfilled. At least I know I live in the moment, the moment of reality. 

From the experience I know, I had treat him a stranger. I don't even to talk to him or look at him any longer. We are just a stranger.  Like we never know each other. 

Is just like the below song:

歌手：蔡健雅
作曲：蔡健雅
填詞：姚謙
編曲：Kevin Hoo
一朵雲能載多少思念的寄託
在忽然相遇街頭
當我們擦身而過　那短短一秒鐘
都明白　什麼都變了

＊一轉身誰能把感慨拋在腦後
　在事過境遷以後
　這段情就算曾經　刻骨且銘心過
　過去了　又改變什麼
　地球它又　公轉幾週了
　(濃情愛戀　都已陌生了)

　我不難過了　甚至真心希望你能幸福
　當我了解　你只活在記憶裡頭
　我不恨你了　甚至原諒你的殘忍理由
　當我了解不愛了　連回憶都是負荷＊

REPEAT＊

我不難過了　甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我了解　你只活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了　甚至感謝這樣不期而遇
當我從你眼中發現　已是陌生人了
我已是　陌生人了

在遥远的你。。。

去关丹的旅途

在这个景色让我感觉到好像在天堂。

也让我特别的想你。

想在天堂的你过得好不好？

过的开心吗？

有很多朋友陪你玩吗？

你能够自由自在的跑吗？

真的很想你。

每当想起你都想哭，应为做了那个选择。

一直都不敢确定是不是对的选择。

一直都觉得对不起你。

只希望你下世投胎不要再做狗了。

还是想念你的一切。

想念你的脸。

想念你超cool的性格。

想念你的吠声。

想念你一时会笑的脸。

你是最棒的。

绝对没得被取代。

现在的我过的很忙。

忙得一时喘不过气。

不过还是很享受这样忙碌的生活。

现在想念你的我，比起三个月前想念你的我开心多了。

谢谢你给的提示。

曾经你都咬过伤害过我的人，包括我自己。

的确是我自己也伤害了自己。

没了你，以后谁能给我提示呢？

希望你还会送上你的提示给我。

你会永远活在我的记忆里。

曾经拥有你在我的生命里，的确让我生命变的多姿多彩！

谢谢你曾经出现在我生命里。

谢谢你让我爱上你。

来世有缘再遇见吧！

再过多几关因该就破关了吧，Is going to be end soon...

Why said so? Cause I had went to cinema watch movie. Which I think I had not done it for at least past 6 months. Why it means a lot to me? Cause watching movie is our favourite activities. Or to be exact, his favourite activity.
Haha...been trying to do so few times this years, it end up no chance to do so, or maybe it is not the time yet...But finally I did it today, glad I did enjoy the movie very much..even without him...I'm proud of myself and happy I made it. The Avengers will be the movie for me to remember for my new life as I had the courage to put my step in a cinema. Grateful to Buddha for giving me such courage...
I guess, few more step left, I'll be letting go soon...perhaps..Pray to Buddha for this. Amitabha

Past 7 months

Another 3 days, it will be past 7 months. 7 months of painstaking moment in my life. Is 7 months already...still yet to settle  everything as the house S&P yet done. Of course I wish it to be settle everything soon...as soon as possible.
I had managed well my feelings, the memories, and my own life. He meant nothing to me anymore. Even in my dream, I dreamt he came back beg me but...haha...without any thinking, I had straight away rejected. I'm glad I had get over this soon. All had past...Am heading to new life...
I believe everything happen for a reason....I believe Buddha did arranging the future path for me...in had been arranged. I'm grateful for all the experience gave to me. Appreciate what I had went through as I had became better person than before...